i once saw the face of god, a vast and sudden silence among the noisy heavens
that evening i dreamt i listened to one side of a conversation i should not have overheard
i do not watch the skies anymore
i do not look up
where are you?
where did everyone go?
thanks for what you did to me
🌺 bayometh / hudson / kin names 🌺
18 (SEPTEMBER 7TH) / virgo
dysphoric transmasc enby / bisexual / polyamorous
pronouny
8w4, chaotic evil
neurodivergent / mentally ill / nonhuman
don't call me pet names if yr a stranger, never refer to me as they/them
never call me a person/human
if yr name is kirsten or vaughn i will block you out of comfort
you're just like your mother
my special interests are jjba, art/art history, and kamen rider! i'm actually just getting into kamen rider, specifically kamen rider ooo
but currently my favorite part is sdc, runners up are pb, so, and jjl. i'm currently on jjl, not fully caught up to the latest chapter, but it's rly good! my least favorite parts are bt and va, as they just weren't interesting to me (especially va, it dragged quite a bit for me)
my hyperfixations are baldi's basics, smile for me, and oil painting! i really enjoy baldi's unreal basics, i think it's a nice twist off the original game, but the og will always be my favorite <3
smile for me is such a beautiful game and dr. habit's background is brilliantly done, i'm so happy it's a fixation (:
please ask me about how i create my paintings!!! oil painting is a HUGE hyperfixation rn, and while i use a lot of artist lingo i'm more than happy to explain everything
i currently am trying to get my style up to hyperrealism. i realise that while technically breathtaking, many consider it conceptually boring, which i totally understand. but i wish to mix it with different mediums and add my own unique twist to it by combining both hyperrealistic paintings with sculptures that have aspects of surrealism. i'm currently very much into baroque and the technique tenebrism, and caravaggio is my favorite artist as of right now. i'm not the biggest fan of romanticism as i have quite a flair for the dramatic and it's,,, just kind of boring to me in all honesty. i still think many romanticism-based pieces are quite beautiful, but it doesn't do it for me
you don't belong here, do you?
!!!CORES!!!
absolutely no doubles
jonathan joestar, jotaro kujo, jean pierre polnareff
my melody
applejack
hawkodile
x, lollipop, teardrop
hunson abadeer, princess bubblegum, prince gumball, jake
puppycorn, master frown
bojack horseman, mr. peanutbutter
squidward tentacles, patrick star
kedamono
jfk
double d, jimmy
carl wheezer, sheen estevez
1st prize
yellow guy
bonnie in all games, springtrap, the marionette
mike wazowski
rico, mort
angels/cherubs/bearers to the deity
golden retrievers, australian shepherds, german shepherds, pyrenean mountain dogs, pyrenean mastiffs
♡
!!SELFHOODS!!
doubles iffy/no doubles
dio brando
joseph joestar, wamuu
iggy, mariah
okuyasu nijimura, akira otoishi, rohan kishibe, tonio trussardi, yukako yamagishi, yoshikage kira
mista guido, trish una
jolyne cujoh, foo fighters, weather report
gyro zeppeli, lucy steel, diego brando
gappy higashikata, yoshikage kira, josefumi kujo, jobin higashikata
hello kitty, my sweet piano, flat
discord, spike
ruby, leafy, gb, eraser
milk
todd, pinky penguin
lumpy space princess, ice king
brock, unikitty
bubblebuddy
mangle + funtime foxy
dr habit (exception is jesse), nat, trencil, randy, dallas, kamal, mirphy, parsley, randy
♡
!IDS!
doubles are fine
mr. butlertron, principal scudworth
captain k'nuckles
sailor neptune, sailor jupiter
please interact if you kin any of the following
ROMANTIC
robert e.o. speedwagon, erina pendleton
caesar zeppeli
noriaki kakyoin, muhammad avdol
josuke higashikata, koichi hirose
hermes costello, anasui narciso
johnny joestar, hot pants
yasuho hirose, mitsuba higashikata
♡
FAMILIAL/PLATONIC
mary joestar, george joestar
lisa lisa
will anthonio zeppeli
kars
anne
holly kujo
sherry polnareff
keicho nijimura, mother, father
the entirety of passione
stephen steel
norisuke higashikata, tsurugi higashikata, karera sakunami
don't touch me!
here's some basic info about me!
i'm an artist with no sense of self-identity
i mainly use he/it but please also use my neopronouns
i'm a battleaxe bisexual and i'm polyamorous with two partners <3 they are epic and swag
i'm a transmasculine enby that has a mullet, a septum piercing, and enjoys mother mother which i think is very sexy of me personally
i'm currently a high school senior and i plan on going to college for fine arts education + art history & getting my bachelor's
i wanna either be a freelance artist or a high school art teacher when i'm older
i very much enjoy regurgitating facts i find interesting onto everyone around me :P like did you know that spider webs were used as bandages at one point? and did u know that the first oranges weren't actual oranges? the original oranges from southeast asia were a tangerine-pomelo hybrid, and they were actually green! and that neopronouns weren't actually a trans-related issue? it had to do with linguistics. in certain situations one/they/it didn't work, so ou and [h]a were invented in the 1300's, then thon/thons were invented in the 1700's!
make a scene and you're so dead
don't talk to me/interact if you fit the following criteria
15 or under as i'm an adult
racist, sexist, lesbophobic, homophobic, biphobic, transphobic, xenophobic, ableist - the basics
support cops, blue lives matter, or are against the blm movement
"""all lives matter"""
trump supporter
radical inclusionist
radical exclusionist
support bi lesbians/gays
use "panphobic" in response to folks showing how harmful pansexuality is/appropriate Literal medical conditions
call things ableist/racist/homophobic when they aren't
throw around buzzwords (p/dophile, terf, crazy, insane, psycho/psychopath, etc)
r/pe apologist
call having adhd "being a crackhead" or "having crackhead/chaotic energy"
push the stigma for did, osdd, schizophrenia, personality disorders, and mental illnesses that are frowned upon/seen as "harmful" or "dangerous"
romanticise & glorify mental illness, abuse, trauma, abandonment, starvation, neglect, or eating disorders
are against kinning/invalidate those that use it to cope (except factkin. bully them /srs)
you kin my doubles
believe in cis- + heterophobia and that you can be racist towards us whities/think racism is objective
believe that trans men owe us masculinity, trans women owe us femininity, & enbies owe us androgyny
you're faking being a system to seem Quirky or Unique
you don't support sex work or sex workers
you're a fan of the onion man, kai, amberlynn reid, jeffree star, shane, and any other pieces of shit that have platforms for some reason
(haydurnation hit my line <3)
♡
triggers
child abuse, especially csa done to kids under five, physical abuse done by a mother & aunt, and emotional abuse done by a father
child abandonment to kids as young as six months old
screaming, yelling, loud noises/screeching
drug (alcohol, painkillers, cocaine) abuse and self-harm
the nicknames b/by boy and pr/nce
moths
mother's and father's day
indepth talk of religion
long corridors in shady areas of malls
the questions, "do you feel safe at home?" "do you feel safe?" and "are you crabby?"
strangers calling me pet names
being referred to as they/them & being made out to be unknown, unreal, or insignificant
dancing & dancing
dance after dance
in one body
in another body
& we're all here
we're all staying right here